Ever feel unimportant.. like what you think doesn't matter? Well thats how i feel about right now. I feel like i never ever get to be someones number one priority.. and im not saying i want to be the most important.. its just that for once, maybe just for one person, it feels good to be there number one priority. Lately, It seems i am noones top priority. Which, is alright but when is someone going to worry about me? I know this may sound abit whiny and self-centered, but i have hardly ever been self-centered my whole life. I always drop my problems to solve someone else's. I try so hard not to just drop my problems on someones heart and say "Here you deal with it." because i know how hard it is. I am always the peace maker- and because of this i am walked all over. Noone thinks that i could possibly have any problems because i am always there to scrape up what ever is left of theres. I am sick of being understanding, thanks for the comment, but sometimes i wish i could just say "No i need you right now" instead of "Oh its ok your other conversation is probably more important." I think everyone just forgets about me.. i am never the first person that pops into someone brain and says oh lets invite her. I am just forgot about. Ok.. pity party is over. | 
When i walked out sound this is how i felt. 
